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dicness292929 ([info]dicness292929) wrote,
@ 2010-06-29 01:03:00

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What had their work come to? "What profit hath...
What had their work come to? "What profit hath man of all his labour wherein he laboureth under the sun?" The line came back to himIt was a part of the Bible he had always hatedRidges felt the beginning of a deep and unending bitternessThe one time they had got a decent crop it had been ruined by a wild rainstormWhat kind of God could there be who always tricked you in the end?
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He wept out of bitterness and longing and despair; he wept from exhaustion and failure and the shattering naked conviction that nothing mattered
And Goldstein stood beside him, holding onto Ridges's shoulder to steady himself in the currentFrom time to time he would move his lips, scratch feebly at his face"Israel is the heart of all nations
But the chanel logo earrings heart could be killed and the body still liveAll the suffering of the Jews came to nothingNo sacrifices were paid, no lessons were learnedIt was all thrown away, all statistics in the cruel wastes of historyAll the ghettos, all the soul cripplings, all the massacres and pogroms, the gas chambers, lime kilns -- all of it touched no one, all of it was lostIt was carried and carried and carried, and when it finally grew too heavy it was droppedThat was all there was to itHe was beyond tears, he stood beside Ridges with the stricken sensation of a man who discovers that someone he loves has diedThere was nothing in him at the moment, nothing but a vague anger, a deep resentment, and the origins of a vast hopelessness
"Let's go," he mumbled
Ridges got gucci new bag up at last, and they wavered slowly through the water, feeling it recede to their ankles, become shallow once moreThe stream broadened, rippled over pebbles, became muddy and then sandyThey staggered around a bend and saw the sunlight and the ocean beyond
A few minutes later they staggered up on the beachDespite their exhaustion they walked on for a hundred yardsSomehow it was distasteful to stay too near to the river
As if in mutual accord, they sprawled out on the sand and lay there motionless, their faces on their arms, the sun warming their backsIt was the middle of the afternoonThere was nothing to do but wait here for the platoon to return and the landing craft to fetch themTheir rifles had been lost, their packs, their rations, but they omega de ville men's watches did not think about thisThey were too depleted, and later they could find food in the jungle
They lay like this until evening, too weak to move, absorbing a faint pleasure from resting, feeling the sun upon themTheir resentment had turned toward each other and they felt the dull sour hatred of men who have shared a humiliating failure togetherThe hours passed and they drowsed, became conscious again, fell asleep once more, woke with the nausea that comes from slumbering in the sunlight
Goldstein sat up at last, and fumbled for his canteenVery slowly, as though learning the motions for the first time, he unscrewed the cap and tilted it to his mouthHe had not realized how thirsty he wasThe first taste of the water in his mouth was ecstaticHe made omega aqua terra watch himself swallow slowly, setting the canteen down after each gulpWhen it was half empty he noticed Ridges watching himSomehow it was obvious that Ridges had no water left
Ridges could walk up to the stream, and fill his canteen but Goldstein knew what that meantThe thought of standing up, of walking even a hundred yards, was a torment he could not bear to faceAnd Ridges must feel the same way
Goldstein was annoyedWhy hadn't Ridges been more thoughtful, saved his water? He felt stubborn and tilted the canteen to his mouth againBut the drink tasted suddenly brackishGoldstein was conscious of how warm it had becomeHe forced himself to take one more drink
Then, feeling an unutterable sense of shame, he handed it to Ridges
"Here, you want a omega seamaster de ville drink?"
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